( geekiiest. )
" you’re kidding,
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‘ —-—— yeah ; really not a
scientist sorry. bit of
a [ white lie ] that. ‘
( bucky. )
"My Ma used to work 15 hours a day and we still had warm dinner AND pancakes from scratch - every day. She was proper busy. “
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‘ well your mum was a great woman,
then. but i’m not her.
so tell you what —— if you fancy
[ non-packet pancakes ]
then i’ll give you a recipe & a list
like my dad does. ‘
( stiles. )
☾ ——— impossiblesass
and he sits down,
eyes full of s h a d o w s,
and the world on his shoulders.
he’s never been one for one-on-one’s,
especially with teachers.
but miss oswald is kind,
and he hopes that
she changes his PREJUDICE.
‘ if this is about malia, i just——
she’s trying her b e s t, miss.
it’s been a while
since she’s been in school. ‘
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& she is a fearful creature ; running from ghosts
as though the simplicity in them finding her was
not quite so obvious. some would simply go
mad running from their pasts ——- so how
long until her sanity has slipped from her own
delicate grasp? she is no more than mere
[ corrupt flesh & bone. ] how EASY it is to h i d e
behind her mask of compassion & warmth.
‘ getting that. & she’s doing —— good.
i just wanted to make sure you & your
pack of friends were assisting her.
i can’t always help & having a
mate or two nearby would be better. ‘
Rose Tyler broke the TARDIS, stared into the Vortex, committed a genocide, raised a guy from the dead and made it so he couldn’t die, and almost got herself killed in the process, forcing the Doctor to take the Vortex into himself and regenerate, and all just so she could see him again and not be left behind by him (she claimed it was for the world, but Bad Wolf confirmed that she basically ripped time and space apart at the risk of causing incredible amounts of damage to the universe so she could be with him). For this, the fandom calls her a “hero”, a “strong, independent woman”, and “the Doctor’s One True Love.” She is considered a feminist icon.
Clara Oswald jumped into the Doctor’s time stream, knowing it would rip her into millions and millions of pieces and ultimately kill her. She knew she would die hundreds, if not thousands of times to save the Doctor, even if the women who died were only echoes. And she saved him not so that she could be with him and continue having adventures in time and space, but so that the Doctor’s victories would stay victories and the world would keep turning. She said goodbye to him knowing that this would be the last time she would ever see him, at least the real her. For this, the fandom calls her “a weak character whose entire life revolves around the Doctor”, “one of Moffat’s cookie cutter women” (?), and “an annoying special snowflake that no one cares about.” She is considered antifeminist.
Is it just me, or is there an incredible double standard here? Or does feminist now mean “selfish, destructive, and slightly obsessed?”
( insolitxc. )
” can you teach me how to use it? “
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( heynumbnuts. )
no one should be offering her any help.
if anything tara should be the one giving
the help. she had some sort of debt here
to pay and the guilt within her growing
higher; threatening to swallow her
completely. the dark was all they had now &
this woman had to be separated from something.
didn’t tara take her home away? guilt was
‘jumper? no, I have a jumper of my own.
besides, last thing I need is you getting sick
and then more shit comes my way. so, thank
you but no. were you originally out here alone or?’
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her weight comes to lean against the cool surface of their prison
as chestnut irises follow along with morbid concern.
she remains alert even with fatigue curled along
each gentle pore of her. they’d all suffered expenses
——— those deaths that were never their own. yet those
moments of grief & failure & wretched destructions
against the ash that they walk upon are those to take ownership.
the devil was a terrible & faceless thing but t
hey would face him every day so why does anguish still continue
to consternate them? & here the motive for a weary sigh
as she allows her head to rest back ;
she needs to rest before gravity causes her own collapse.
how tired she is of living.
‘ ———- sorry, i just … worry. i do it loads, really.
bit of a force of habit…..
—- i’m brave but i ain’t bonkers. i haven’t
been alone in a while. don’t know how
i’ve gotten this far on my own, honest.
i always thought i’d get stuck, y’know?
trapped by zombie creatures & all that. ‘
( aintgonnabeyourbitch. )
Exhaustion didn’t colour her face with
grey nor did it alter the beauty of her
smile. He wonders though, how she does
it, how she keeps the tilt of her lips appealing
and warm. it’s like she’s carrying her own
sunshine, just where her heart is and when she
smiles, rays of sunshine make his eyes squint.
Sometimes, there are things so beautiful, you
can’t look straight at them. it burns your brain.
she’s little and beautiful and bright and colourful
and he just feels old, grey and sad next to her.
Tension high in his body makes his hands close
in fists. Women scare him and her more than
the others. he doesn’t know why but she does
and her melodic voice doesn’t lure him in
though it does sound good, though it does promise
him a new world for him to discover.
“Nah, was just walkin’ aro’nd, ah mean, not walkin’
shrugs, looks down, bites his lower lips
and swears under his breath. such a dumb ass that
can’t even talk properly. just because she’s so so pretty.
“was just doin’ nothin’.”
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& a congested mind is a harrowing place ——
the bustling path of ghosts that shouted their thoughts.
indeed these days she had been likely
to allow her senses to be dulled ; washed away
with each [ burning worry of another ] but for
this second of relentless silence she is alert,
spare fingers tapping out an empty beat
as she nods curtly to his words.
the blood that turns in her veins will suffer those wretched
burns as they curl beneath a frazzled fire.
that would seek out the warmth only to become
the ash & dust that is her own F E A R F U L mind.
she is no more than a mess of f r a y e d nerves
as a weary sigh slithers past her own cracked lips.
slender brows furrow together whilst
delicate empathy shouts his own indiscretions.
‘ —— are you okay ? ‘